| Thursday, October 7th, 2004 |
| 9:15 am |
My brain is ready to explode
Me and my dad are watching baby Ronan today on my day off and I swear to christ it's only been an hour and I think he's pretty much cried straight through it. And ciela always says "no no Ronan only cries when something is wrong" Well we fed him, burped him, changed him, took his temperature, held him, sang to him, GOD I'm really running outa ideas for this kid. Man I hope Ciela get here soon to take him away...I love him and all, but there's only so much crying I can take |
| Wednesday, October 6th, 2004 |
| 9:59 pm |
OMG my computer has been soooo dumb lately so I haven't had a chance to update in forever. I gots so much to say. First I found out a few days ago that this guy name Daine who moved but used to live in my neighborhood died. It was soo weird because michelle and I used to hang out with him all the time before he move...I'd bet you we probably both went out with him at some time or another...and now he's dead. I's so weird even to type. him and a friend of his were outside when the hurricane( or tornado) hit and a tree fell on both of them. Daine died and his friend's neck was broken. My friend Taby called me to give me the news...she was so upset, she was on the brink of tear and told me she cried for him. She cried for him! and the only thing I could think about was..I knew him better...why didn't I feel as bad as she did. No matter how hard I tried I couldn't cry...I'm not even sure that I felt all that bad. I mean I was sad that he died, but I was so detached it was as if I never even met him. I can't help feeling a little guilty when I think about it. God...I feel bad that i'm even moving on to my next problem. But I'd like to let it out. I having troubles with this guy. I write a poem for him...not like to give to him...but about him. I know how corn this sounds and I will probably look back on thinking this someday and think that I'm a fool..but I think I'm in love with him. How sad is that. I'll answer that for you it's very sad...I'm pathetic. Ahhh..patheticness I wouldn't have it any other way. Next I'd lie to vent about the play..right now it's SUCKING! No guys I'm serious. I know every show everyone says it sucks and then come performance it's wonderful and everyones happy. Well you looking at...I guess no looking..your reading at one person who ain't! Plus Miss N is pissing me off!!! There are words that I'd like to use for her that are even too dirty to put down here. I am soooo tired of her bullshit. She is honestly the most two face women I have ever met. She will pretend to be your best friend and the moment your out of earshot she will bitch about everything that's wrong with you. She'll say your and angel one moment and then tell everyone behind your back how she dislikes you. Not just to like Miss Devito or someone but to other students. Then she thinks that it won't get around and the student won't find out she talked about them...and she calls us stupid. In class she even worse. We won;t do something exactly how she likes it and she'll go off on this tangent...."For the love of God people, if you don't do it with emotion whats the point of living? Come on guys give me a reason to live." What kind of shit is that then she starts talk about how we're beneath her and we'll never be as good as her and all this other shit....grrr....liz pulled us aside and asked for money so we could buy the director, and stage hands, and parent helpers, and so ons, flowers and I seriously didn't want to pitch in. I was all ready to allow Liz to say.."these flowers are from everyone in the cast...except kyra" But you know I'll put in cuase I'm a pussy and it's a tradition and there were a lot of other people who help we are also chipping in for.... now that I've got that out I feel so much better ....... ........................................ ................................ Current Mood:  sighCurrent Music: fiona apple |
| Wednesday, September 29th, 2004 |
| 1:13 pm |
PPPS
I am such a dumb ass I like how i title my entry as "on school" yeah cause thats what I meant NO SCHOOL dammit NO school |
| 1:00 pm |
On school WooHOO
Hurricane or tornado or whatever thank you cuz I ain't go no school cuz of you! On a more sad not Brigid said se was mad at me i can't imagine why! It's not as if I wrote angry messages about her and posted it where everyone can see them....okay on a serious note I feel bad she's upset. I guess I just have to go over to her house naked and offer myself to her for forgiveness. Remember Brigitta skidda-marink-marink-ee-die-skidda-marin ky-doo I love you..I love you in the mourning and in the afternoon....yay yay yay and so on...you get my point.. PS AJ e-mailed me and was all like hey kyra what Brigid's screen name cause I want to stalk her, and call her mistress, because she the closest thing to a woman I've ever had...not including mister sock puppet...mmmmm... I love you Mr. Socky...I mean Brigid PPS here's a fun fact for you...DUDE YOU MADE OUT WITH YOUR SISTER! |
| Sunday, September 26th, 2004 |
| 10:05 am |
double GRRRRR.....
Brigid is pissing me off again!!!! First of all she's not done braiding her goddamn hair! Secondly she won't read my original GRRRR.....message so she doesn't know that she's on my shit list. She should be begging on her hands and knees!!!!! SHIT LIST THATS RIGHT YOUR ON IT MISS. I'M TOO COOOL, MY HAIR'S BRAIDED, I DON'T NEED TO READ WHAT YOU WROTE, CREEKY!! yeah I did spell your name wrong I know it has a "qu" in it! so ha take that! |
| Saturday, September 25th, 2004 |
| 11:17 pm |
GRRRRRR.........!!!!!!
Hello this message is coming from the I hate Brigid foundation because she is currently being a HUGE butthead!!! She won't come out on a walk with me and she smells like funky fried chicken! So Brigid if you read this I want you to know that you ass is grass ...because....well if I could fight...well I would....I'd...well I'd give you a stern talking to..DAMNIT I WANT TO GO FOR A WALK!!!! But no Brigid just had to pretend she was actually a real black lady and stay in getting her hair braided, which by the way is taking FUCKING FOREVER! grr... now I'm in a bad mood, so brigid, I want you to think of my grandma down at the old folks home getting her hoo-ha washed and its your fault..yeah thats right I did go there! What you gonna do about it? Oh shit! It will be just my luck that the second I piss you off is the second you decide to embrace you skin color and come kick my ass! I know deep down inside you probably have it in you....after all you are getting you hair braided |
| Sunday, April 25th, 2004 |
| 8:50 am |
waffles
OK my floors are done and I'm back at my house now but none of our stuff is move back to wear it's supposed to be so i have no couch no table, and no tv. gggrrrr it's pissing me off. my house isn't comfy anymore. This mourning i wanted to make waffles cause we have this ass kicking waffle maker, but our china cabinet is in our kitchen and i can't get to it. So now i'm left sad and wanting waffles. |
| Thursday, April 22nd, 2004 |
| 6:57 pm |
Update
Damn i haven't up dated this bitch in a long long time first, hi everyone!! These past couple of days i've been staying at Brigid's cuase my hard wood floors are being redone and the toxic fume could give me any brain damage i don't already have. My parents are off and i have to go to school so i'm staying with brigid. hey i think one of my freinds who has a girlfriend just hit on me that's kinda weird anyway PEACE WE OUT OF HERE! |
| Friday, March 19th, 2004 |
| 5:49 pm |
at brigid's
hey all i'm at my friend's house and today has been an ass kicking day! First and foremost the soul sucking bitch demon known as the DSTP's is finally over (thank the lord) second i am getting a chance to hang with my friend who i haven't seen in a million years!! yay me! right now she's peeing so i thought i'd get on and update. love all peace |
| Tuesday, March 9th, 2004 |
| 6:43 pm |
mormins
I would like us all to take a momment out of the day to fully realize how hot mormins are, there are about five mormins at my school and i want to get in all five of their bible locked panties. |
| 6:34 pm |
guitar
have you guys ever gotten a craving for some type of food and you do't want to eat anything else, well i really want a peice of pumkin pie. |
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